The Underworld

The Underworldhttp://stellata.blog.co.uk/en-EUhourly82000-01-01T12:00+00:00The Underworldhttp://stellata.blog.co.uk/http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/cf/0ee09420e50bbbc6c271b664d40d2b_160x200.jpgSomething stiff!http://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/27/something_stiff~3638521/2008-01-27T11:30:22+01:00 Everytime I get upset or wound up by something I re-luctently reach for alcohol. I don't need much but feel the benefits of the calming effects. I've tried avoiding the booze for hours in hope of getting over what upset me, but until I have one glass of something i'll continue to be upset. I've tried other forms of relaxation but nothing works and im still bitter which could last all day. If I had one drink, i'll be sorted and calm almost imediatly. This one drink affect has been going on for years. I want it to stop and have refused to have alcohol in the house, but after a week im ruthless. It's sad really, I hate myself for being so weak minded. I don't drink socialy, and rearly sit down to drink with other people. Is it posible to be dangerously adicted to 1 pint a day? <a href="http://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/27/something_stiff~3638521/#comments">Comments</a> Everytime I get upset or wound up by something I re-luctently reach for alcohol. I don't need much but feel the benefits of the calming effects. I've tried avoiding the booze for hours in hope of getting over what upset me, but until I have one glass of something i'll continue to be upset. I've tried other forms of relaxation but nothing works and im still bitter which could last all day. If I had one drink, i'll be sorted and calm almost imediatly. This one drink affect has been going on for years. I want it to stop and have refused to have alcohol in the house, but after a week im ruthless. It's sad really, I hate myself for being so weak minded. I don't drink socialy, and rearly sit down to drink with other people. Is it posible to be dangerously adicted to 1 pint a day?

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]]>In my Tarrot mind...http://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/26/in_my_tarrot_mind~3634080/2008-01-26T09:00:53+01:00 I took this test from another user, It seemed like a bit of fun and gave it ago. Here's my results, although I would have prefered a cure for this awful cold I had, or even a date where I can look forward to being sniffle free! <img src="/img/smilies/icon_smile.gif" alt=":)" class="middle" border="0"> <img src="http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot/chinese/8.jpg"> You are Strength Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy. This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend. What Tarot Card are You? <a href="http://www.flarn.com/~warlock/tarot">Take the Test to Find Out.</a> This is 'very' me - Uncanny? <a href="http://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/26/in_my_tarrot_mind~3634080/#comments">Comments</a> I took this test from another user, It seemed like a bit of fun and gave it ago. Here's my results, although I would have prefered a cure for this awful cold I had, or even a date where I can look forward to being sniffle free!

You are Strength

Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy.

This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend.

What Tarot Card are You?
Take the Test to Find Out.

This is 'very' me - Uncanny?

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]]>Somethings in the air!http://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/25/somethings_in_the_air~3629250/2008-01-25T08:08:15+01:00 Somethings been in the air for quite some time now and I got a funny feeling everythings going to unfold this morning. It just could be me though, after yeterdays weather change and the welcome re-energising from the S ....su.... hang on I need a dictionary... 'oh, there you go the S-u-n (noun, 'The star round that orbits the earth, gives life, warmth and well being to every creature on the planet including cold virus's!!!) - Yes I now have a cold <img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"> - Small price to pay for a few hours of sunshine. Damn it, Mother Nature is so unkind! s'not fair. Please leave donations of lempsip at the desk. <a href="http://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/25/somethings_in_the_air~3629250/#comments">Comments</a> Somethings been in the air for quite some time now and I got a funny feeling everythings going to unfold this morning. It just could be me though, after yeterdays weather change and the welcome re-energising from the S ....su.... hang on I need a dictionary... 'oh, there you go the S-u-n (noun, 'The star round that orbits the earth, gives life, warmth and well being to every creature on the planet including cold virus's!!!) - Yes I now have a cold

- Small price to pay for a few hours of sunshine. Damn it, Mother Nature is so unkind! s'not fair. Please leave donations of lempsip at the desk.

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]]>A Lovely Dayhttp://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/24/a_lovely_day~3626120/2008-01-24T15:41:01+01:00 What a difference a bit of sunshine can make on people, it's so nice to see some sun in the UK. I felt so good today, ive been doing millions of things here around the house this afternoon - even painted my porch. It wasn't hard to do, I had one of those sponge aplicators, I think I got the job done in 20 minutes. Just got to wait for the paint to dry to put up the border. I have freinds coming round tomorow, I haven't seen them since I went into hybernation last year, the place really needed a pick-me-up. Im glad I had the energy to get it done. Kudo's to the sun, hope we see more of it. <a href="http://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/24/a_lovely_day~3626120/#comments">Comments</a> What a difference a bit of sunshine can make on people, it's so nice to see some sun in the UK. I felt so good today, ive been doing millions of things here around the house this afternoon - even painted my porch. It wasn't hard to do, I had one of those sponge aplicators, I think I got the job done in 20 minutes. Just got to wait for the paint to dry to put up the border. I have freinds coming round tomorow, I haven't seen them since I went into hybernation last year, the place really needed a pick-me-up. Im glad I had the energy to get it done. Kudo's to the sun, hope we see more of it.

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]]>Disorientated Rant on Daylight Saving!http://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/24/disorientated_rant_on_daylight_saving~3624314/2008-01-24T08:58:37+01:00 I was forced to get up at 6am today, I couldn't find my mobile last night to set the alarm so had to rely on my inner clock,theres nothing like waking up when it's dark and believeing you slept late! Weird concept in it! Think about it... You wake up - it's a new day yet it's dark! How can you tell if you overslept? 7am is bearly day break, there's not alot of margin for error either! If the sun is up you can be sure it's noon. This daylight saving bollox messes with minds - it's disorientating! There's no wonder everyones fucking misserable in the winter. Goto go to work now and chat with brenda at the bus stop, she asks me every day what time the bus is due, I don't look at my watch anymore - I just look out to see how light it is! <img src="/img/smilies/icon_wink.gif" alt=";)" class="middle" border="0"> <a href="http://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/24/disorientated_rant_on_daylight_saving~3624314/#comments">Comments</a> I was forced to get up at 6am today, I couldn't find my mobile last night to set the alarm so had to rely on my inner clock,theres nothing like waking up when it's dark and believeing you slept late! Weird concept in it! Think about it... You wake up - it's a new day yet it's dark! How can you tell if you overslept? 7am is bearly day break, there's not alot of margin for error either! If the sun is up you can be sure it's noon. This daylight saving bollox messes with minds - it's disorientating! There's no wonder everyones fucking misserable in the winter. Goto go to work now and chat with brenda at the bus stop, she asks me every day what time the bus is due, I don't look at my watch anymore - I just look out to see how light it is!

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]]>Paper Work:http://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/20/paper_work~3603109/2008-01-20T02:17:11+01:00 Gawd there are so many other things I could be getting on with than sitting here on a Saturday night going through the paper work. I only have myself to blame, I insisted on the extra work purely to get this business running properly. I've got through say 1/3 of it already. There are so may people who still rely on using files and files of writen documents, so many infomation has been lost this way, why can't old people get with the times and use a computer to log and update info. Everything will be saved on disc, thus saving some space and time in the office. I have box's and box's all around me - full to the brim of shit from 5 years ago that needs updating, it's hardly suprising why we are loosing custom. I can't believe the senior staff had the nerve to question the running of the buisness when all along it was them that are to bloody lazy to process applications themselves- no wonder customers they never came back! I have a great little team around me, all making tea for everyone, some are getting snacks, but at the same time learning whats involved in keeping on top of things. It's not hard to have a functioning office as long as each person is consistent,punctual, reliable, capable and trust worthy. It's like 1.17am, im alone now and need some sleep. Till next time, Good night and godbless. <a href="http://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/20/paper_work~3603109/#comments">Comments</a> Gawd there are so many other things I could be getting on with than sitting here on a Saturday night going through the paper work. I only have myself to blame, I insisted on the extra work purely to get this business running properly. I've got through say 1/3 of it already. There are so may people who still rely on using files and files of writen documents, so many infomation has been lost this way, why can't old people get with the times and use a computer to log and update info. Everything will be saved on disc, thus saving some space and time in the office. I have box's and box's all around me - full to the brim of shit from 5 years ago that needs updating, it's hardly suprising why we are loosing custom. I can't believe the senior staff had the nerve to question the running of the buisness when all along it was them that are to bloody lazy to process applications themselves- no wonder customers they never came back!
I have a great little team around me, all making tea for everyone, some are getting snacks, but at the same time learning whats involved in keeping on top of things. It's not hard to have a functioning office as long as each person is consistent,punctual, reliable, capable and trust worthy.
It's like 1.17am, im alone now and need some sleep. Till next time, Good night and godbless.

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]]>Expandinghttp://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/19/expanding~3602498/2008-01-19T22:42:04+01:00 Tlch!!! my workdload is on a phenominal increase, so much so that just this year alone we have been forced to expand our office space. I had no choice but to push my way in on various topics within our company all because half the arseholes here don't have an ounce of common sence when it comes to organizing events, so by the time it comes to me im faced with 48hr deadlines and no comfirmation from clients!<img src="/img/smilies/icon_mad.gif" alt=">:(" class="middle" border="0"> This was driving me nuts, I sent my partner over to todays meetings, he was very sucessful with his proposals, senior staff got a bit of a bullying from other collegues and totaly agreed that our section were the appropriate candidates for the job. Now all I have to do is totaly remodel the office to cope with the workload... a headache in itself, but this is just a pebble in the ocean compared to this years agenda. Wish me luck! <a href="http://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/19/expanding~3602498/#comments">Comments</a> Tlch!!! my workdload is on a phenominal increase, so much so that just this year alone we have been forced to expand our office space. I had no choice but to push my way in on various topics within our company all because half the arseholes here don't have an ounce of common sence when it comes to organizing events, so by the time it comes to me im faced with 48hr deadlines and no comfirmation from clients! >:(

This was driving me nuts, I sent my partner over to todays meetings, he was very sucessful with his proposals, senior staff got a bit of a bullying from other collegues and totaly agreed that our section were the appropriate candidates for the job. Now all I have to do is totaly remodel the office to cope with the workload... a headache in itself, but this is just a pebble in the ocean compared to this years agenda. Wish me luck!

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]]>Truth in this :)http://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/17/truth_in_this~3593238/2008-01-17T22:55:25+01:00 <blockquote>'Birds of a feather flock together! Some people are born 'Arseholes' inc family. I am stunned by the things I have witnessed, the low scheeming jelous backstabbing shit family can come up with! The 'depth' some people will go to - to feel power, when in fact they are only expressing Jelousy. I wish I could just let her know this. I wish I could tell her that he know's already, Suspence is killing me.</blockquote> <a href="http://stellata.blog.co.uk/2008/01/17/truth_in_this~3593238/#comments">Comments</a>

'Birds of a feather flock together!

Some people are born 'Arseholes' inc family.

I am stunned by the things I have witnessed, the low scheeming jelous backstabbing shit family can come up with!

The 'depth' some people will go to - to feel power, when in fact they are only expressing Jelousy. I wish I could just let her know this. I wish I could tell her that he know's already, Suspence is killing me.

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